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    Reading some of my early posts from my first lj, which I can no longer properly access, brought back a lot of stuff that nearly had me in tears on the bus journey back from Perth today. Found the poem I would have liked to post but, frankly it would have taken too long to type out tonight, and I managed to find one that follows, for me, a similar theme. 


  Love Letter by Carole E. Gregory


   Dear Samson,

   I put your hair

   in a jar

   by the pear tree

   near the well.

   I been thinkin'

   over what I done

   and I still don't think

   God gave you

   all that strength

   for you to kill

   my people.


   Love – Delilah



Goddess preserve 


kerkevik_2014: (Iceberg of Suffering)
Was just checking for things to throw out, and guess what I found with no food until Monday?

A pasta meal that is quite clearly past it's usable date, but which could have helped stretch out what I did have if I hadn't forgotten it existed. There were also some bagels and other sustainables.

Now I feel like I deserve to feel as hungry as I do.

Not in a third world way mind you; I know I'll be able to eat on Monday.

Feeling very unable to deal with things properly just now; not so much sorry for myself, rather than despairing of ever learning how to live in an even relatively normal fashion. You know; regular meals; sleeping properly; that kind of thing.

Really feel like I don't know what I'm doing, with anything.

kerkevik_2014: (Scars and Stripes by Wes James)
Lately it seems like, no matter what mood I'm in, I always feel ready to start crying.

I feel so tired.
kerkevik_2014: (Amanda Palmer Berlin)
Going through another depression. I can feel it closing in on me. The good days are getting fewer, but higher; the bad ones darker and longer.

I was supposed to be very busy today, but I ended up sleeping through it. Not seeing a way through.
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Looking forward to this Sunday and seeing the National Theatre production of War Horse; though only live at the Glasgow Film Theatre.

Going with a couple of friends, and seeing a friend who's moving to Canada at the end of the month.

Enjoyed the movie tremendously, and liked the book a lot, but this is the one I must admit I've been waiting to see.

One day I'll be in the theatre for it, but this will suffice for now.

Suddenly feeling perked up after spending most of the day feeling frustrated and slightly depressed.

There's always a brighter day around the corner.

Goddess watch over us all,
'tis ok to be Takei,


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