:-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

[kerkevik_2014]

Less than a tenner until next week, and I can't afford to buy anything even then. Bandwidth is running out, can't get laptop to connect to internet at the library; when their internet is working properly anyway. Friends asking me for money I don't have; help I can't give. Getting too much; feel like I'm cracking.

Have to stop doing nice things.

Fucks the world up too much.

Going to drown myself in the bath; feed the cats and see what time I 'can' get at the library while it can be bothered to open.

kerk